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| It's been a while but it's happened again. I'm desperately trying to hang onto you, trying to get some kind of response from you but you don't give me any. My heart is slowly disappearing because of you.. I miss you so much. You don't even understand how much it hurts even just to hear your name. I don't understand why you've stopped talking to me.. But I can tell you this: I'm hurting. I think about you all the time though I try so so hard not to. Why can't you see what you do to me? All I'm asking for is a word, an utter, something, anything, from you. But no matter what I say and do, you won't give me any kind of response. Why? I'm hurting. But I still miss you and, unfortunately, love you.
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| Sigh.. Why does this always happen... Right when I think its over.. it comes right back and bites me in the butt.
It hurts to see you because I would never be able to talk to you but I see you more than I could bargain for but its still not enough... Why did this have to happen again? Why me? I wish these feelings would just go away but do I? I know when you leave, I'll fall apart. I won't be able to keep myself together in one piece. Why does this always happen to me? I wish these feelings would just go away... | | |
| I've been shot more than once by cupids arrow for you. Everytime I see you, it seems like I'm in heaven. Although I've never heard an angel's voice, I'm almost one hundred percent sure that yours would define it. Your laugh is the most beautiful sound in the world. It's not even a sound, its music! When I hear your laugh, I can't help but smile. When I see your smile, my heart soars. When I see you, I fall in love all over again. You are heaven's most beautiful angel. When I see you, it almost seems like there's something about you that just glows. I don't know what to do.. When I see you online on MSN, I want to talk to you so badly but.. I can't stand to think of you because when I do, I think of what your friend said... When I think of it, I feel like I have a giant stake that's been shoved into my heart. I feel like I'm bleeding everywhere. If I could, I would probably have cried bloody tears by now. But I can't seem to help myself. No matter how hard I try, I can't seem to stop thinking about you, wonder what you're doing, and wonder what you could be thinking about. If I could have any wish in the world come true, I would wish to be with you forever in a forever that would be only ours. Maybe some friends would be in the forever with us, but my ultimate wish would be to be with you forever, even if it meant just being the closest of friends. These three words can only begin to describe my feelings for you and there isn't another way that I've been able to find to describe my feelings but here goes. I love you. | | |
| The first time we met, I didn't notice you. But when I saw you the second time, my world became clear. I didn't want anything but you. Almost everything I did revolved around you. I tried not to make it too obvious, but it was hard since you are the moon and I am the ocean, I am naturally attracted to you. I'm sorry, I can't help it. But things I do for/with you are small anyways, talking to you on MSN, texting you, walking you to/from class. I walked you to/from class because some of your classes are just really close and don't take much walking to get to so I just do it. I would do it for any of my other friends anyways, so you're not the only one. But what your friend and what your reaction was just tore me apart. You've ripped my heart right out of my chest and it probably won't heal quickly since I see you everyday. Everytime I see you, my heart lurches to a stop and I fall in love all over again. You can make me smile just by hearing your voice, and I have smiled countless times because of you. But now, you've broken my heart and left me empty. I can't feel anything but.. rage maybe? Hate? Not for you, but for my clumsyness. My carelessness. My stupidity. I've always sworn to myself not to get too close to people I like but this time, I just couldn't help it and I've clearly made it too obvious for your friends to see. All that is left of me now is an empty shell. I can't feel anything. Feeling this pain so many times has made me numb. You have made me numb. What am I supposed to do? I can't cope with this pain. When I'm not concentrating, the pain comes back and I re-live that moment all over again. The moment I found out what your friend had said. I feel so cold... Cold from this pain, this confusion. It's just so much.. You made me drop all my guards and these are my consequences. Maybe its just me because I end up liking all the wrong people. But when I do like the right people, the feeling never stays. No matter how hard I try, it doesn't stay. Maybe its because you're the perfect type. No. You're not just any perfect type, you're my perfect. My perfect type. But also my kryptonite. You have made me rise from the ashes that Subby left me in, but now, you have drowned me in an ocean of pain and numbness that even Subby couldn't put me in. | | |
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